I’ve been thinking today. When does something become a habit? I’ve been dieting for a little over a month, now. Sometime, over the last week or two, I just realized I don’t really care about what I can’t eat any more. I stopped seeing everything in terms of being deprived or denied something. I can’t [...]
Michael and I bought a VCR about a year ago. I have a lot of VHS because I taped a lot of things off television back in the day. When nine inch nails’ The Fragile came out, I taped every Trent Reznor anything that was shown. I also have nine inch nails’ Closure on VHS, [...]
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I’ve been dieting for two weeks now. I don’t really make a thing out of it; I actively try not to. If people are curious, I understand. I started off the diet and stopped eating lunch with friends at work, just to be rid of temptation. I’m feeling pretty secure now, so yesterday, I started [...]
So, Saturday I turned 26. I was going to write this entry then, but I was in and out of drool-y, half-woken, sleep all day because I was sick. Am still sick, currently. But I don’t really have much to say about being 26. It is what it is. But what I was thinking, the [...]
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I’ve been following the terrible events in Japan closely. It’s terrible, but I was surprised by how deeply I’ve been affected. The horror that they’re still experiencing and will experience is tremendous. I could go on and on. But, then I saw a bunch of facebook posts (not from MY friends) posted on websites saying [...]
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Saturday, February 12, 2011
Hello, my friends. And may I wish you a happy valentine’s day weekend. People get really touchy about Valentine’s Day. I don’t understand why. Here are the complaints I usually hear. I’m single. Boo-hoo. My response: Well, do something for yourself. Booze, food, gadgets, girly stuff, whatever. Donate the money you would spend on someone [...]
I wrote an entry yesterday and Michael said it was a horrible guilt trip for my parents. Which is why I almost didn’t write it and am currently considering “un-writing” it. I think it’s important to remember that I subscribe to the “every parent fucks up their child” view of life. One day M and [...]
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
I’ve put off writing this entry for a long time for a lot of reasons. Primarily, I don’t want to be misunderstood. So I’m smacking a big, old warning sticker over this entry to emphasize two points. Yes, my parents sometimes spanked/hit me. Many kids have this experience. It does not make a parent a [...]
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Seriously. He’s right, I’m wrong. And I’m okay with that. I withdraw my “Inflammatory Crap” blog-entry. But I can’t leave it at that, because he made me remember a discussion with my dad. I was 13. I was depressed. I bemoaned the state of the world. And my father told me, “Bad shit will always [...]
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Saturday, January 8, 2011
I’m not, in general, one of those types of people who make New Years Resolutions. And I don’t do it, usually. But I had an awful December. Not for any solid, exterior reasons. Just because of my brain. So I figured we needed some re-ordering. My three resolutions have no tangible benefits except to help [...]
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